Y'know, i started this summer bein kinda motivated in a weird waym, i made a final proyect that i didn't like. And after i had to show it in front of a crowd,,, itt was kinda of bad, i started drawing cause i didn't want to feel such shame again, if i just keep going, without fear, maybe i could get better and i can people be amazed at what i do.

but i think i got a bit burnt out tbh, that's why i haven't done anything lately, and now i feel like i forgot to draw and drawing again is frustrating cause of it.

i feel a lil sad cause all i've been doing is play video games or procrastinate, i wanna draw but it feels so hard to bring myself back to do it